Its been awhile since the last I've posted something onto here...
Well, you see; I've snagged a bit of a depression state of mind and its very quite annoying when I don't smile to the things that should be worth smiling towards to...
I feel like I'm about to hit the rock-bottom after having my heart...falling for someone that I shouldn't have fallen for and getting my heart shattered to pieces after already being shredded...
I'm starting to close off everyone... the depression state of mind is clearly making me close up but in a way it feels right to do that... but then, I'm forcing myself to try to keep those that I think or believe that are worth keeping because I know they'll be true to me,...
Even if they make their own lies to do what they want, which I do understand considerably, because I'd be a total hypocrite for oppressing that option for others.
...this is all I can come up with for now.
Sincerely,
Joshy
Friday, April 30, 2010
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